Search for it...

The last few days have been super stressful school-wise.  I've been trying to "work ahead" since I'll be in Minneapolis for a conference very soon. 

With 6 days remaining until I fly to Minnesota, I've managed to:

• make arrangements for the class I'm teaching by creating an online discussion board prompt on (what else) self advocacy;
• my work partner and I have figured out what portions of the assignment we will do so that I can try to get a lot of reading done on the plane rides;
• my colleague and I have revamped and discussed our presentation that we will do at the conference (and will probably discuss more on the plane rides);
• submitted a proposal to a conference in Santa Fe, NM (woohoo!); and
• get a rough draft of a paper submitted a week early

BUT

in the next six days, I still have to:

• prep for the classes I'm teaching tomorrow and on Thursday;
• do reading for class tomorrow night;
• work on another manuscript;
• pack;
• clean;
• ZUMBA!!;
• create materials for a reading study I'm currently involved with;
• pay bills;
• work on my Literature Review that needs months of work done to it; and
• touch base with the California lady I'm working with

so yes, I'm feeling anxious, stressed, worried, and nauseous thinking about it all.  Yet I forced myself to pray for a moment and read this:

No matter what your circumstances may be, you can find Joy in My Presence.  On some days Joy is generously strewn along your life-path, glistening in the sunlight.  On days like that, being content is as simple as breathing the next breath or taking the next step.  Other days are overcast and gloomy; you feel the strain of the journey, which seems endless.  Dull gray rocks greet your gaze and cause your feet to ache.  Yet Joy is still attainable.  Search for it as for hidden treasure. 

Begin by remembering that I have created this day;  it is not a chance occurrence.  Recall that I am present with you whether you sense My Presence or not.  Then, start talking with Me about whatever is on your mind.  Rejoice in the fact that I understand you perfectly, and I know exactly what you are experiencing.  As you continue communicating with Me, your mood will gradually lighten.  Awareness of My marvelous Companionship can infuse Joy into the grayest day.

Psalm 21:6; Proverbs 2:4